I'm sitting in our LC-office, writing my paper which is due to be handed in tomorrow at 5pm and I'm still approx. 8 pages short of finishing it. And now this, I got a disturbing call and all of a sudden...writer's block! It's amazing and kind of frightening to see how easy it is for me to pass from a state of mind of total concentration back into this fluffy mindset when you're unable to have just one single clear thought. I have the concept in front of me, I have the structure, I have all the sources ready to finish that shit...but still...I'm unable to do it. Stuff like that has happend quite often recently and I still couldn't figure out the causes. Anyway...it could be an indicator that I need holidays, real holidays...without having to think about AIESEC, University and all those other things that fuck up my mind at the moment. Not that I'm sick of AIESEC, but I didn't havve real holidays in four years now...and I think I slowly start to feel the consequences. I think as soon as I handed in this paper, I'll go away...even if it's just for a few days. We'll see...

Kinda fits at the moment:

Refrain of "Hollow Years" by Dream Theater

Once the stone
You're crawling under
Is lifted off your shoulders
Once the cloud that's raining
Over you head disappears
The noise that you'll hear
Is the crashing down of hollow years



A bit "over-dramatic", but that's me ;)